time.

isn't it funny how through time, everything changes. i know that i'm being sentimental....but i feel i have a right. james is going on a mission. he'll be gone for two years. and who knows about what all will happen. everything has changed so much. i'll get on this computer, look at this screen. and wonder if anyone else does. i've waited and waited for someone to make a move. too hurt and scared to try for anything. today i sat down to my computer. finished my paper for art history. a paper that i would used to have put off until last minute. and here i've finished it early. two weeks early. and i look at this screen. and before i know it i'm typing. i'm typing here, like i have tried so many times and have had nothing come out. but now i'm typing. i'm typing. i've finished an entire book today. i finished a book. i haven't done that in so long. and i have to share it. i've finished a book. me caiti has finally finished a book.

i read it all. every last word.

i finished a book.
caiti.