Apologetic Love

There comes times in our lives where we do things we regret and wish we could take back. Losing contact with you, Caiti, is one of the things I regret. Honey, I love you dearly and you've helped me through some of the hardest years of my life, and I miss having you there and having you as a friend. Repairing friendships are extremely difficult (take James and Williams for example) but I want us to try. I still want you in my life, and I'm terribly sorry if I've ever hurt you. I can promise you, it was unintentional if I ever did. One of my biggest fears is to lose my friends, and I don't want to lose you. I hope it's not too late. :3 Part of the reason why I haven't posted in forever is because I forgot the email for this blog, Liz reminded me what it was. And I had to remind her the password. O.o But that's no excuse to shut you out. I haven't meant to push you away in anyway. Life gets so crazy sometimes it's hard to find time for everything I want. And that, as well, is no excuse. I am so sorry if I've done anything to hurt or offend. I hope you can accept my apology. I still love you very much. I hope I can be here for you for these next two years. I can't even imagine what you might be going through right now.

Now, the thing about you finishing a book? I totally understand where you're coming from. We both read a lot in high school, but you read more than me. And I haven't finished a book in almost 5 months now... It's a weird feeling to think that I don't read anymore. So I congratulate you on actually finishing one. :) It's a big task when it's hard to find time.

Today I confronted a boy about something that was really hard for me to ask. I felt like a jerk because I asked kind of rudely and accusative, but... things are working out ok I think. Boys are difficult. Also, I've decided that the template we've got on this blog is a tad outdated ;). So I'ma change it. Let me know if either of you girlies don't like it. And I'll try and find something else.

XOXO

*Cass*