Sunday, December 28, 2008

Post No. 1 for today

Can I just say I'm tired of having to wheedle and poke and prod to make James do things. In the past we used to be able to just go and do something together. But lately it's become this whole big huge thing to get him to even just talk to me some days. We started just walking and talking on Sunday nights, however, he hasn't wanted to for the last while, and I've have to do everything in my power to get him to even go. And today, I don't even want to deal with it. It's made me frustrated and I'm tired of it. I miss him, and have stretched myself as far as I can to try and keep in touch, but he doesn't seem to have that same desire to go the rest of the way and meet me in the middle. I know that Liz would just tell me to tell him this and get it out in the open. Let him know how I feel, but how can I if he doesn't reply in texts half the time, and a majority of the rest of the time it's in silly little things that really don't pertain to anything. It's just so he can say he texts. Things like "wink", ": )", and "hi". Sigh...sorry for venting. But I had to get it out somehow before I exploded.

Hey look! He actually texted.
Caiti.

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