... oh well

lookie see! another post from me!

so i just had a lovely chat with our dear friend william. it was... interesting. we talked about how i was holding up mostly. and he pointed out (and not trying to be mean or offensive) that i have a lot of problems. do i really? i never thought i did. or do i create my own problems? it's something i've been thinking about since i dropped him off. i've always t thought my life was pretty simple. but i never took a step back and looked at it from someone elses point of view. maybe from someone else i seem like i have a lot of problems. but inside my head it feels like i like being hurt. i dunno. it's confusing... and quite twisted. i don't want to be that way. so i guess i should change.

do i really have a lot of problems? maybe it's cuz i don't let things go that often. sorry for my rambling. but... there's just some things that are better written down (in this case typed) than stuck in my brain. so yeah. that's what i'm probably going to think about for then next while. anyhow. good night world.

~cassie