Okay.

Okay...so we can all ignore my yelling thing. I just needed to yell, and everyone was asleep, and it was late, so I didn't want to wake anyone up by yelling for reals, so I yelled on here. Didn't help as much as yelling in really life to tell the truth...anyways.

Yes I did get the job with Liz! It's going to be fun, I start tomorrow. :) And since it's a campus job, I have to go into the employment center today to fill out my papers and stuff. Thing is I'm still going to be working at my other job Friday nights. I'm not too worried about it though, since it'll only be Fridays, and I think I'll be able to handle there better, with just one day a week. My position there will most likely get changed though. I was starting to be keys, but we'll see what happens.

Anyways. I think Scott's been stupid about the whole thing really. He can't just expect it all to go away just because he broke up with you Cass. I mean really, he did all that stuff, and for one felt guilty for it (if he felt he shouldn't have in the first place, he shouldn't have done it) and blames it on you? Hello, you were totally fine with waiting for him until he was ready. He's the one who...ugh...sorry. It's seeming really hypocritical, and I have a thing with people being hypocritical. I also have a thing with being very protective, so I'm barely stopping myself from telling him that lying about the whole thing and blaming Cass for it is idiotic, that he's being immature, and that I don't want him to come close to you anymore Cass...dang. That all sounds like something that my dad would do...that he has done...maybe that's why I'm not doing it. I dunno.

So yes, I'm terrified of spiders. Terrified out of my silly little head, that seems to be going fifty bajillion miles per hour lately, and one of them crawled on me when I was laying in bed last night. I freaked out, and had problems sleeping cuz I felt like they were crawling all over me. So I kept twitching a lot, and twitching so much that I'd wake myself up thinking there were more spiders on me. James kept saying that I would be fine, and to just sleep, that there were no more spiders. But everytime I would start to sleep it would be like there were more of them all over. It wasn't a fun night.

The spider fearing, protective, crazy girl.
Caiti.