come on...

liz! you've always been an interest to guys. :p some are more forward than others. and the past few guys just don't know the right way to go about their... actions or feelings. they're all pretty dumb in their own special way. just like every other guy out there. it's just something we've all had to get used to. i'm still working on it. there's times when i could scream and yell at scott. but i don't cuz i know it'll get me NOWHERE. like last night... that was an interesting night. i wanted to yell so bad. you have no idea. he was being so STUPID!!! there's a few things that are different between us that's never bothered him before. and last night all of a sudden he felt like because of those things we shouldn't be together. GAH!!!!! i wanted to hit something. but everything's better now. i guess relationships have to have hard times. just to test how strong they are. i guess i'm not that strong. i really wanted to give up. i hate being so angry at someone. especially if it's the someone i love most in this world. ugh... anger should die. hey girlies. lets kill anger k? that would be fun. :)

~cass