hello

Well, first, if you were confused by why Cass was saying that she was talented because she was posting while my crazy brother was sitting behind her, it's because the guys don't know about this blog. This is something that us girls are keeping secret from them. :)

I had something very deep and moving to share, at least i thought it was, but I don't remember what it was...so instead I will share a joke. This is a favorite of mine. It gets me every time. :)

There were two muffins in an oven. One muffin turns to the other and says, "Wow! It's hot in here!" The second muffin says, "WHOA!!! A talking muffin!"

*giggles to self* Wow, I'm such a nerd, but that's okay. I'm love in spite of that.

I'm enjoying having Cass and Liz only a block away. It's loads of fun. :) I think the best was when my little sister Cindy was walking home from school when I was helping them move in. She stopped and looked at me, and then asked, "What are you doing?" I told her I was helping Cassie and Liz move in, she looked at me like I was absolutely crazy and said, "But Cassie doesn't live there!" It made me laugh. so I explained to her that Cassie was moving in there, and that this is her house now.

But yes, I reallyl should go find something for breakfast, and brush my rat's nest of hair, gotta go buy my books today. Whoopee. $300 on textbooks, the favorite thing to spend money on. At least that's the only thing I need to pay for.

"The end will justify the beans"
~Caiti

i'm talented

so i'm posting this AS william sits on liz's bed right now. i'm good. :) so tonight scott told me that it was really hard to not kiss me, cuz of his darn promise to his sister he can't. and he said that he wishes i would just randomly kiss him. GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm like FREAKING out on the inside. you have NO idea. so... i dunno what to do now. lol. i'm just freaking cuz i have the possibility of kissing him now. GAH! i'm happy... :)

~cass

i'm finally posting.

sorry i've been gone for so long. i bet you guys have missed me. ;D lol. life's been treating me pretty good. other than the fact that i REALLY need a job. i moved out though. i'm living with liz now. :D and it's not too far from cait. there's not much to say. today's been pretty slow for me. i was supposed to unpack once i got home from dropping liz off at work. but i haven't done much... i'm so lazy... :p oh well. it makes life interesting.

~cass

Ya, She really did... Cass tried to text her and she had to ask who it was... I think it's funny!!! And yes I got your message... and no I don't remember what you asked... :D I'm amazing... Anyway, I'm glad that you see us as good friends Caiti! You've helped me through my fair share of problems and I'm glad I could be there for you. Well I better get back to work. Talk to you girls later!!

P.S. We'll talk to James and William about swimming tomorrow night.

~ a raggedy ann in a barbie doll world,
Elizabeth

wow...

Wait! So Jessica deleted Cass from her phone? What drover her to do that? and Julia? How do you know she's mad? You know maybe I shouldn't ask these questions here, but in person...crazy...did all this happen after Sunday? I feel so bad for James though. He doesn't want to loose any friendships so he's doing what he can to stay friends with him, but I need to break off from Julia and Jessica and it's not helping him stay close. *sigh* Hopefully this'll all work out. I don't want to get hurt anymore, or cause anyone else to get hurt...I fell kinda responsible for all of this, since they're problems were with me, and I pulled you guys all into this.

Swimming would be so much fun! I love going swimming, and did you get my message Liz?...why am I asking you all these questions on here? This isn't an email or anything, this is a place to post and share my thoughts. Sorry world.

Can I just say on thing though, I love you guys! You've stuck by me and helped me through so much. :)

Curious Cait.

uh... i dunno... there isn't really one subject.

well, for starters... i really think that Jessica and Julia hate us... Apparently Jessica deleted Cass from her phone... wow, how petty... she really hit below the belt. Honestly, I'm really glad that she is going back to school. And Julia is two years older and no more mature... it's ridiculous. I hope that eventually they'll understand...

Next thing on my mind: Ryan, the missionary... after seeing him at the farewell on Sunday, I remember how attracted to him I am. I talked to him today and I think that we're going to hang out and see what happens. I haven't forgotten how rude he was, I just want to give it a chance. He's really making me confused. And on top of the strange feelings for Ryan, I still need to figure out what to do about Shane. I still haven't said anything to him about the date in the park when bore his soul to me... I don't really know what to say to him. I guess I'm going to continue to be his friend and go on dates but as of right now, I don't have feelings for him.

Next thing on my mind: I'm so excited to move out!! This will be so much different than my first place because Cass is my roomate :) I can't wait! I think we should go swimming on Wednesday night after we get our first day of moving done... since the five of us will already be hanging out... :)

Well, I think I've said enough for one post, I better get back to ardently waiting for missionaries to come ask for their packages... it'll be a blasty blast!!

~a raggedy ann in a barbie doll world,
Elizabeth

i'm posting i'm posting. ;)

Well I haven't posted in a while, and they've (Cassie and Lizzie) have decided that that's unexceptable. So I'm posting, right this second. Anyways...I'm not really thinking of anything right now. Mainly just tired and sore. Got a little bruised this weekend. Curtesy of Scott. Riding in the bed of his truck with William and James, and he decides to slam on his breaks. I get flung and then squashed under William and James against the back window of the truck. He also had some pipes back there that cut one foot rather nicely (I keep having to change the bandaids cuz it bleeds right through) and my should and foot are brusied. The other foot just got sticky cuz William's pop got spilled all over it. *shrugs* Oh well. What can I do? I'm a big enough clutz that I've hurt myself worse.

Sore sore sore Cait.

Cass and Kevin

I'm glad I could help!! It was fun :) even though Joe showed up and kinda ruined the "mood"!!! :D

So Kevin left for basic training yesterday... (FYI for the blogger world: Kevin is my brother) It made me really sad. I miss him already... But it will be fine... I get to go to his graduation in October and I'll see him then. And this will make him stronger physically and spiritually. He gave me one of his dog tags to put on my keys to make me think of him :) 

Anyway, I'm excited to go to Dark Knight tonight girlies!!! It'll be fun :)

~a raggedy ann in a barbie doll world,

Elizabeth

:D i'm happy!!!

oh my GOSH!!! thank you so much lizzie!! that was a PERFECT idea. i'm so much better now! i love pity parties! except for the fact that my stomach is about to explode! lol. and i finally talked to scott about what was going on. he feels that we're too close, and it's getting harder for him to be good the closer we get. and he said he realized the times he loves me most is just when we're holding hands or he's got his arm around me. :) he's just trying to do the right thing. i was being paranoid, like usual. *rolls eyes* but it's all good now. but i loved watching those movies tonight. it helped a lot. :) like a lot a lot. i love you guys!!!

~cassie

Cass

I'm sorry hon... I kinda worried about things changing once he went back to school, and retreat was part of that. Don't worry to much, Scott is a great guy!! Things will work out how they're supposed to... I know that's hard... trust me, I've had experience... I know it's hard to accept things as they come... especially if it's opposite of what you think will make you happy... but just remember that we ARE always here for you...
Lets have a pity party tonight! Sometimes it helps to let the depression run it's course for a night and then get back to business... we could watch chick flicks and eat yummy food :) our own little FHE :) Cait probably can't come though... but I really don't want William and James there... they distract from depression rather than letting it sink in... I kinda want to just let it come... you know?
Anyway, tell me what you think...

~a raggedy ann in a barbie doll world,
Elizabeth

ugh...

depression sucks. can some one just shoot me now and get it over with. i'd like to not feel anymore. it might help with some things... actually it would help with a LOT of things. i don't know if it's just me. but things with scott aren't how they used to be. stupid... i guess if you guys don't want to shoot me then at least take my brain away. it's evil...

~cass (sorry i'm being stupid, but i gotta vent to someone)

wow...

there's so much truth in that last paragraph cait. wow... i've always been taught that in order for others to love you, you have to love yourself. i've found that that's the hardest thing to do. but as the years go by i realize, i am a great person. but i'm the person i am because of my friends. i owe so much to my friends. makes me love them even more. and every one of my friends are amazing. there isn't words to express my feelings and thanks for them. when something exciting happens in my life, they're right there by my side, celebrating with me. when something devastating happens they're right there comforting me, helping me feel better. :) i love you guys. it's usually you two cait and liz, always by my side.. and william, james, and scott help too. i don't know what i would do without my friends.

i don't know where i found this quote, but i like it a lot. 'its the times we're so crazy people think we're high, the times we're so bored we laugh till we cry, all the inside jokes and remember whens, these are the reasons we'll always be best friends' :)

~cass

p.s. and this one is probably my favorite out of all quotes. it's long. but it's amazing. 'As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.'

My Thoughts in Return to Cass and Liz

For all eternity...wow...that's so...so...I can't even describe this feeling. *shudders from tingles* Yes I have doubted, believe me, there are still some things that I can't let myself think on too much or I get all worried/doubty about it. But there are other things that I know for a fact, no one could make me budge from them. Then I just think of who I would be without it, what kind of trouble I would've gotten into and all that stuff, and I'm so grateful for it.

I've wished I were shorter...I think I would like being shorter, and curvier...rather than the tall straight stick I am. But at the same time, I'm glad I'm me, I can't see me any other way. You know?

Tonight I had the greatest surprise. I walk out of work and I walk down to my car and see what I think is a dog sitting by it, I get worried, and slow down walking, to add light to the dark corner of the parking lot I unlocked the doors of the car with the button on the keychain. As soon as I did this William jumps out yelling. Soon after Cassie, Lizzie, and JAMES! pop out too. Surprising me after a long, hard day of work. The car had been silly stringed, and covered with streamers. James brought me flowers. :) It made my night. Love you guys!

Anyways, I think that when you first realize that you can't change how you look, is the first step to accepting yourself and growing to love yourself...everyone should work towards that, because girls at younger and younger ages are becoming self concious and doing stupid things because they don't think they're pretty. I think that's crap, everyone is beautiful. We're all made in the image of God, how do you think he feels if all we do is look in the mirror and say that it's ugly, when it's His face too. Just a thought...

Life is good. (love those shirts, they make me smile)

Cait

oh boredom...

Today has been a very relaxed but very boring day so far. I've accomplished several things but I'm feeling very dead. So, to ease my bored mind, I'm writing here. 

Do you every think about how people see you? Do you ever find yourself looking at someone else and wondering what it would be like to be them? I quite often find myself trying to figure out what other people are thinking. I try to see me from their point of view. Sometimes I wish I could see other people's perspective. I think that would be a very handy skill. 

The human race is so self centered. We all think about our lives all the time. Even when we think about others, it's still a part of OUR lives. Have you ever thought about all the million things that are happening just in you neighborhood? And how every single one of those people have tons of things to think about and to do? We all lead such separated lives. It's overwhelming just to think of all the things happening in my apartment complex. But when you take that perspective and apply that just to your home town... state... country... and then the whole world... It's amazing how complicated our race is. The only way that this planet and life form could have been is through God. I don't know why people would argue that... It's so obvious... 

Anyway, enough of my odd view on our existence... I probably ought to get back to being bored. Things like this are probably better off never leaving my mind... 

~ a raggedy ann in a barbie doll world,

Elizabeth

:)

not just for life, cait, you'll be spending eternity with him. :) isn't that an amazing feeling. have you guys ever doubted our religion? i do sometimes. and then i think, we get to be with our family, our loved ones, forever all doubt washes away. that's all i could ever ask for. being with the people i love. :) it makes me happy.

CAIT!!! i'm getting all goosebumpy!!! it's another plan of happines!!! XD lol. and liz? i'm excited to meet him. we should totally have a double date, and we can include cait and have a group date thingy. that would be fun. don't ya think?

*sigh* life is good. :)
~cass

well...duh!

I sure hope he's looking forward to come home and see me. I'm sure excited that he'll be back when I get home from work tonight. :) Gives work a silver lining, and hopefully doesn't make today feel longer than it is. Anyways, I've missed him...

So I'm watching Penelope. It's a cute movie, the first time I watched it was with William and James. William decided that she looks cuter with the pig nose than without. I think she's just cute in general, but whatever. *shrugs*

Anyways, I've noticed I say anyways a lot. It's usually what I say to pass time on when I can't find anything better to say...

Have a wonderful day!

Caiti

LOL!!

Wow Cait!!! I bet James will be excited to come home to a girlfriend that has stars in her eyes, all ready to get married!!! 

~ a raggedy ann in a barbie doll world,

Elizabeth

A WEDDING!

I just got back from a wedding from another close friend of mine, it was so cute! As soon as she walked in, Jeremy's face was so happy, he was almost crying. He had so much love in his face while she walked toward him, and he stared at her the rest of the ceremony. It was so amazing.

Then after they kissed, Carol said, "That was good." It was funny, she also practically shouted I do. :)

I can't wait for my wedding now, to see the man I love and I will share the rest of my life with, looking at me like that. :)

*sigh*
Caiti

hmmm...

:P your self Cass!!! and I'm glad things worked out with Scott. And I understand where you're coming from Cait. I can usually trust guys more than girls... but just in the past month it seems like they're just as bad as girls sometimes... I guess it's just the losers I can't trust. I just don't want to be hurt again. 

Anyway, I just got back from my date with this guy I met in DC and it was really nice and he's definitely interested, but I don't know how I feel about him. He's cool I suppose,  but he has no intentions of serving a mission. I don't know how I feel about that.  You girls will have to meet him and tell me what you think of him.  Well that's all for me!

~a raggedy ann in a barbie doll world,

Elizabeth

a thing.

"Remember if the world didn't suck so much, we'd all fall off."

I don't know who said this first, but I like it. :D

Caiti

my post. :D

Me personally, I trust guys more than I trust girls. Guys have given me more of a reason to trust them than girls have. Guys, if they have a problem, they'll plain out tell you. There's nothing secretive about it. While girls will pretend to be all sweet and friendly to your face, while behind your back they're doing a bunch of crap. And it stays like that until you find out somehow, and then POW! they're suddenly screaming at you in the ahllways, bashing you down in anyway possible, and threatening you. You find yourself alone, with everyone thinking your the bad guy in the whole thing....sorry, if you can't tell I've had some experience with this.

Guys have never done anything like that to me. I'm not saying that they've never gotten mad at me, or not liked me. It's just at least they're willing to tell you, and not have to deal with all that crap. They just say, hey don't like you, and that's the end of it. You know, they know, it's all good. Who knows, maybe I've just known a lot of really cool guys, and a lot of crappy girls. *shrugs* This is just my experience.

-Caiti

come on...

liz! you've always been an interest to guys. :p some are more forward than others. and the past few guys just don't know the right way to go about their... actions or feelings. they're all pretty dumb in their own special way. just like every other guy out there. it's just something we've all had to get used to. i'm still working on it. there's times when i could scream and yell at scott. but i don't cuz i know it'll get me NOWHERE. like last night... that was an interesting night. i wanted to yell so bad. you have no idea. he was being so STUPID!!! there's a few things that are different between us that's never bothered him before. and last night all of a sudden he felt like because of those things we shouldn't be together. GAH!!!!! i wanted to hit something. but everything's better now. i guess relationships have to have hard times. just to test how strong they are. i guess i'm not that strong. i really wanted to give up. i hate being so angry at someone. especially if it's the someone i love most in this world. ugh... anger should die. hey girlies. lets kill anger k? that would be fun. :)

~cass

Oh GEEZ!!

So, I don't understand men!! I've spent most 0f my life as "one of the guys". I've never been a hot girl or someone worth looking at.  But NOW I've got all these silly boys chasing me. The worst part is that at first, I was so flattered that I gave some of them a chance... and you know where that lead? I'll tell you. I. WAS. USED. By every last one of them... so now, I've got tons of drama and a few new guys interested and I don't know if I can trust them. So what am I supposed to do? Become a spinster at the age I am? Give up on men, never trust another one of them? I think I liked it better when I wasn't being chased. I wanna be "one of the guys" again... anyway, enough of my ranting! 

~ a raggedy ann in a barbie doll world,

Liz

um...

Just to say...if anyone's a ditz. It's Cassie. :)

"Love the skin your in."

Caiti

diclaimer!

This is just a response to Cass's blog about "the guys". Just because the numbers are even and James is with Caiti and Scott is with Cass, does NOT mean I am interested in William. Or vise versa... although we've dated before... but that doesn't mean ANYTHING!! Cass dated William too so HAH!!!

Anyway, short story shorter, I'm NOT with William :D

~Liz

people in our lives

first james. he's dating our very own caiti!!! :O for the past... quite a while. they're SSOOOOOOOO in love. ;)

then there's william. he's um, CURRENTLY single. but that doesn't mean no ones interested. you should ask caiti. she's got a list. *wink wink* he's her brother. of course she knows.

then there's scott. he's mine. and no one can have him. :D and he's tall, dark, and handsome. the very best.

and those three boyies are the guys we spend most our time with. they are amazing beyond reason. and yes, we've had our off days with them. but we still love them no matter what. :)

~cass

uh... HI!

*points to self* this is me! me is cassie. just so you know. (in case you can't see me) ah! lets hope you can't see me. that would be a bit scary... i hope no one's watching me... yikes. *locks doors and windows in the house* phew. ok. i think i'm good now...

don't you love how certain things guys say will contradict what they've said before? it drives me CRAZY!! sometimes i want to say 'just shoot me now so i don't have to listen to this' ugh... k. no more complaining. HAPPY TIME!!!! *stands up and dances in circles for ten minutes then sits back down* wow... what a work out. that was fun. time for bed. good night.

~cass

Dizzy Liz!!

Hi! I'm Elizabeth! Otherwise known as Dizzy Liz! So, I don't really know what i'm supposed to write... but I'm sure it'll be interesting!!

Blog, The First

Hello World Wide Web! We're here to give you another look on life, from our own point of view. We are Caitlyn and Cassie, (with the occasional post from Elizabeth). :) Here we will ramble about our thoughts, our lives, and just anything that happens to be passing through our minds.

Anyways...that's us. Crazy Cait, Sassy Cass, Dizzy Liz...and now I'm just having too much fun with...what are those called again? I can't seem to remember. Oh well. I think that's a sign that I'm done for tonight.

Keep Loving Life!

Caiti :)